getting excited again

Am back from panera and borders. Went around 3:30 because I was starving and had a 40% off coupon for borders. Ended up in the writers reference section for like an hour - no joke - looking at every single writing book available and all the word books (like how to expand your vocabulary). I wanted to buy them all. But did end up buying a book on writing (kind of like an index book) and then one on creativity coaching that I found while browsing the self-help aisle. Then one on putting together your list of things to do before you die. I can really see how they all tie in together. I feel like I have a little baby sprout of an idea that wants to burst forward - that incorporates writing and creativity and coaching and even photography - but it’s still just out of my reach. Maybe it’s creativity coaching - and incorporating helping people to break out of their box through creativity - and pushing me way outside of my box. I am also in search of clarity and fous which I think is why I resonated with the things to do before you die book. Like I need some goals. And I need to think it through. I need to be PURPOSEFUL. And I need to break beyond my own boundaries - to really push myself creatively. Whatever that means. And it doesn’t even matter what it ends up being as long as I do it. It really is more about the process. So am very excited about it. Feel like I’m FINALLY moving forward again AND am excited about it (which is a HUGE deal).